Thinking of what was lost

Over the years people make choices that turn out either good or bad. As a Dom sometimes those choices eat at you. Several years ago I met a young submissive who was willing to give me her safeword. Now, this is not something to take lightly. At the time I decided that I didn't truly have the time to care for her the way I should. In retrospect, I realize that I was more worried about what people would think of the age difference than the issue of lifestyle. That is one of the few choices in life that I would dearly love to change.